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Why I feel like I've been in this pA#mlace before
I just can't taD#mke no more
I just can't smFile like I'm still me, I just can't fG#7ake no more
I try to be aA#mll I can but that wasn't enD#mough for them
We can't find loFve so we replace it with these drG#7ugs again
I drink from this bA#mottle dog it's my only friend
ID#m'm so scared to be alone again
FFake smile on my face
I just can't G#7keep pretending like I don't pretend
And my liA#mttle homie?s doing twenty five
If GD#mod exists why he never try
To shFow us that this life is more than pain
Cause is hG#7ard to live when you?re dead inside
And they saA#my I?m worthless cause I ain?t a Christian
Like tD#murn a church into a fucking business
They kilFled Jehovah, didn't leave a witness
And these preacG#7hers crooked as these politicians
PoA#mlitics, religion, I don?t see the difference
They cruciD#mfy me cause I?m speaking different
WFho the fuck are they to judge?
Tell me yG#7ou or you to criticize the way I?m living
A#m40 ounces for the pain
I ain?t been the sD#mame since I?ve seen my pops cry
I mFight be light skin to you
But I?m stG#7ill a nigga in the cops eyes
They ain't stA#mopping til' we all die
Mama ID#m just hope you understand
I just cFouldn?t take the pressure.
Mama, see I triG#7ed my best to be a better man
And A#myou might know my story dawg
But yD#mou won't ever know my pain
And she Fwas all I needed
Now this bGottle is my Novocain
A#mTrying not to go insane now
D#mTrying not to go insane now
FTrying not to go insane
They G#7say lately I ain't A#mbeen the same
D#mF
But thG#7ey won't ever kA#mnow my pain
D#mF
And G#7I know lately I ain't A#mbeen the same
D#mF
I juG#7st never really sA#mhow my D#mpain, my Fpain G#7
Yeah, man I can't feel nA#mothing no more
Fake love don't cD#mut it no more
Homie, I've been driFnking so much
Nothing staying in my sG#7tomach no more
I can't even feA#mel the pain inside
I can't keep liD#mving in a lie
Yeah, I might be brFeathing just like everybody else
But I G#7still don't feel alive
Every night man, A#mI hear a pistol poppin'
Make me feel like D#mGod ain't really watching
Watch out for the sFnakes, they steady plottin'
They wanna put you in a cG#7age or in a coffin'
Now a days, these cA#mops just wanna kill
No love in the stD#mreets, don't wanna feel
What I felt when I heFard my lil' brother passed
I'll never get him bG#7ack
But yo I still, know his soul is still rA#moamin' on the streets
Now I just hope he's wD#matching over me
Now I just keep on pFraying
I've been trynna' talk to God but these deG#7mons never leave
I know I lost myA#mself along the way
I was just too scared D#mto fade away
Now they all keep beFgging me to stay
But I can't be herG#7e another day
So I drink from this bA#mottle til' I feel numb again
D#mI've been tempted by these drugs again
FI know I ain't been the same
G#7Momma told me she just wanna see her son again
A#mI just wanna see her smile again
D#mI don't ever wanna see her cry
So I lFie and say that I'm okay
But, I've been plG#7ottin' on my suicide
And you miA#mght know my story dawg
But you won't eD#mver know my pain
And she was alFl I needed
Now this bottG#7le is my novacane
A#mTrying not to go insane now
D#mTrying not to go insane now
FTrying not to go insane
They G#7say lately I ain't A#mbeen the same
D#mF
But thG#7ey won't ever kA#mnow my pain
D#mF
And G#7I know lately I ain't A#mbeen the same
D#mF
I juG#7st never really sA#mhow my D#mpain, my Fpain G#7
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